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Push

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 01:34:52 +0800

I’ve been pushing away a lot of people lately.

But there’s one person that I would never ever have wanted to push away. Unfortunately, I’ve got no choice. He’s got his way in a group I’ve decided to eliminate. So I eliminated him too. It’s difficult to adjust living a life “without him” now.

But I guess I have the right to stay away from the people who may harm me and cause me pain.

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 04:05:23 +0800

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:24:09 +0800

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:18:05 +0800

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:11:59 +0800

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 02:28:39 +0800

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First Time

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 01:16:01 +0800

Why was it a roller coaster ride anyway? I can’t help but cry while trying to put into words all of my thoughts. Add the fact that I’ve got no one to talk to about this. They wouldn’t understand. No one would.

I never expected this to turn upside down. I never expected this could be this bad. I always thought better things will come out from this more than the ugly things. I thought stuff like this could be forever, could stay longer than anything else. I was wrong.

Was it my fault? Why did this reach this point anyway? Honestly, I don’t know. I can’t remember. I can’t locate the time when all of these turned around. I can’t recall any event that triggered this. Though I could think of one very particular reason why everything got all awkward. It was something unavoidable though. And I am guilty and innocent at the same time.

*** I couldn’t finish this blog. I couldn’t think anymore. It’s just too… painful. Anyway, nobody would be able to read this even if I’ll try to explain myself here. It would be useless. I’d rather cry and stay awake.

p.s. why “first time”? i was going to explain it. but i don’t have the energy to say anything anymore. so maybe next time?

Once A, Always A

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 01:01:45 +0800

Why do people look at it the other way around?

“Perks” of having a bad reputation. If anything goes wrong, it’s your fault. It’s just sad that they won’t even give you the chance to explain yourself. All this time, I was just waiting for someone to ask me “why”. No one did. Well, I actually hoped they would have the common sense and would have thought why someone couldn’t just present an explanation without being asked for one. Talk about “assuming”. I just hope what they all assumed aren’t one sided. But I guess I’ve got nothing to lose anyway. If I’m the bad guy in this situation, it won’t make any difference. I’ve always been the bad guy.

Bad reputation stinks. Once a mean girl, always a mean girl. Once at fault, always at fault. Unfair. But I guess that’s karma. And karma accepted.

Ano ba talaga ang gusto nila?

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 22:33:47 +0800

Yun bang confused na talaga ako sa anong dapat kong gawin. Kasi kung hindi ako mamamansin, sasabihan akong suplada o bitter. Pero kung mamamansin naman ako, eh kita naman sa kanila na ayaw nilang makipagsalamuha sa akin. So ano ba? Ano ba talaga? Di ko na nga sila pinapakealaman. Wala na nga akong ginagawa. Sinusubukan ko na lang nga maging busy sa Summer Class. Pero bakit kailangan pa nilang gawing mas mahirap ang sitwasyon? Bakit kailangan pa nilang magcomment or magreact, eh di naman intended para sa kanila ang kahit na anong gawain ko? Kung wala na, edi wala na talaga. Mahirap ba yun? Eh kung mahirap, edi wag gawin. Basta walang sisihan sa huli.

Thoughts

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 16:42:26 +0800

Never take for granted anyone who cares about you a lot. Because “you might miss the moon while you’re counting the stars”. You might forget about the single greater one and focus on the million similar things. You might forget about that one thing closest to you while you’re up trying to grab those who are farthest.